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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

A Deep Dark Corner Of My Heart!!

Love…
These 4 letters have the world in them...  Many say love is something which makes world go round… I know, my readers might be thinking, love is something which can be expressed only when felt... And yes, I felt it too... It comes quite naturally to every human being, to every flesh which can feel. Am no different. Love can be as dangerous as beautiful. I know because am one of the victims... Cupid is a dangerous fellow; Not very often he releases the right arrows… There are too many guys who love me and need me, but I love(d) a guy who doesn’t love me… Strange game; I say…
                    With the word love, all I can attach is hurt :( . Nothing hurts more than waiting since I don’t even know what am waiting for anymore. Lot of people really walked in and out of my life but he’s the only one I really wanted to stick around. He asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said “Nothing”, when he turned around and a tear fell down my cheek, I whispered to myself… “Everything is!!!” Too many times I asked myself… “Why is he walking away? Do I mean so little to him?” Why is it that he is all I think about? I gave him the key to my heart. He locked it and threw it somewhere. Now, I want it back!!! :(
             Every time I hear his name, it breaks my heart… Sometimes he hurts me so much that all I need to make my day is a smile and I don’t even get that… I know, he doesn’t deserve my love, but I still love him and trying to explain why is like trying to explain how water tastes! I turned so silent in love that am lost and dead to the world other than him! Am alive only to him and ofcourse to this stupid machine! All I do day long is spend time with this machine and keep thinking about him… Does Love really hurt soo much?? I wanna learn living without him but I just cannot let him go!!  Sometimes I feel he doesn’t even know I exist… Some days I Sit staring out the window, watching this world pass by me.. sometimes I think there's nothing to live for, I almost break down and cry!!
But if at all he cares enough to listen to me.. all I want to tell him is… “ You stole my heart!!! So am waiting and will be waiting forever to steal your last name!!”:)

21 comments:

♥♪♥sameer ♥♪♥ said...

hmmmmm i read ur post carefully :) listen we cant interfere in ur personal life but what i suggest is, if we wont get something what we want , there is always much better in return for that and as said matches are made in heaven. Thank God, for giving u a good life which u r leading now .Once think about peole who dont have even anything to eat.Considering their pain our pain is nothing .I wont say anything more ,but wish u that who ever u love will be yours one day and may all ur wishes come true and wish u always be happy and keep smiling :( tc.

Anonymous said...

I think I know the pain you are going through. I have been dejected in love too. some may get out of it in days and some may take years. Its 12 years and am still with it. But I suggest you to get out of it soon. Dont let the silence haunt you. I understand you.
- A girl who was cheated.

Anonymous said...

Was roaming on web and got to see this. Even I loved a guy since my high school and we were best pair in our freshman's. Gone are the days. What hurts more is that after 2 years he left me for my best friend. It hurts and kills me to see him with another lady. We made love and have a daughter now. She is the cutest thing on earth. But still I cannot forget my past.

Anonymous said...

Had a hearty laugh after going through your story. Are you Indian? Seems how funny few girls can be at times. Why waste your emotions on someone who doesn't care? Fuck him and forget.

Anonymous said...

Dude we are living in world where we need change. Even my wife says she loves me and I scream I need change. Obviously, even your guy would be bored fucking the same girl everytime.

(`·–•såmeer•–·´) said...

guys just chill.... if u dont respect others feelings its ok ,keep it to urself, but dont make fun of their feelings ...And one more thing its not a A certified blog :p so no bad words pls [-o< ...

balu said...

Wow Soooo shweet ree pori nakosam entha ganem wait chestunnavaa, nenu rekkalaguram medhaaa neekosam vastunaaa pooori

Anvitha said...

Balu... Why will I wait for you?? neeku antha scene ledhu nayana :p

●๋•●sa●๋•me●•er●๋•● said...

lol balu mana kosam ammayilu kadu w8 chesedi. =))=)) police lu w8ing anta mana kosam =))=)) jagratta ga undu pilloda :-P :-P :-P

balu said...

What Samer What thinking About Me=))=)),i am working to CBP, Nakosam vethakatem kadhu:|, nakosam Wait chestaru man=))=))

♪-sameer-♪ said...

=))=)) oho ala kuda anipistunda ... ante eppati nundi ila anipistundi .. baga ekkuva ayyindi jabbu :( picchi baaga mudirindi =)) =)) neeku aa vet doctor deggara free apointment teskundam le ;)) d0nt worry...

Anvitha said...

ammooo Sameer :o naa kukkapilla ki vunna free appointments lo okati balu ki waste cheyyalaa [-( nenu oppukonu :|

*(`'·.¸(`'·.¸*_--sameer-- _*¸.·'´)¸.·'´) said...

aa maatram mana balu kosam cheyaleva anvitha :( chusava balu :(

Anvitha said...

Cheyyalenu Sammy :| Am sorry.. Neekosam ayina kudaa cheyyanu x_x

™—(•·÷[sameer]÷·•)—™ said...

nakosam vaddu le madam ;)) d0nt worry.

silent observer said...

sam =))=))
anvi :( :-| 8->

Anvitha said...

Rockyy... are u okeh :-ss

...:: sameer ::... said...

lol em ayindi r0cky ?

silent observer said...

na bonda nakem aitadi... em comment cheyalo ardam kaka ala smilies pettina...
daniki meru intha lolli cheste nenem cheppa :-??

Anand said...

Hey Anvithaa, reading your post, i went back to my old memories. Love is sweet feeling which gets you know that there is some one who cares for you than anything else in this world :) . I finally got my gal back into my life after some flimy tragedies :) Just waiting to get married to her.. So wait for your good days, which brings your lost whole hearted smile :)
Cheers
Anand_Hyderabad :)

Anvitha said...

Thnaks Anand.. That gave me some relief and hope :)

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